The opposite meaning of chaos is determinism.

Finally my hall manage a win today, but truth be told, we won against a lousy team. But at least there is morale after monday's 4-1 dubbing by hall 11. Why are there no good movies out yet, its december for god's sake. I am juz wasting time again. Shikes.

Ok I know my sunday posts are getting passe but bear with me. Today was a very relax game for me becoz most of the time we were attacking and so tru out the game all I did was to take goal kick well actually only two becoz like I said the ball was in the attacking half most of the time. Shyam was outstanding in midfield while ben and bull were dancing with the ball doing the usual cha cha bom steps. And its always good to see Kim back. By the way, for the record, today was the first time apple said goodbye to me.

This is the life. Watching tv, reading books and playing soccer. Wish december will last forever. Kudos to central tv, they are showing the local short film marathon tommorrow night.

Exams are finally over. I have come to the end of the semester. Or have I? As smashing pumpkins once sang, 'the end is the beginning is the end'.

Anyway I had a great time drinking with Phil, ernest aru and alvin last night at clark quay's one night stand. Stella beer was surprising quite smooth and of course so was hoegarden.

Tonight channel five is airing traffic. Watch it people. Great movie but I reckon many scenes will be censored out due to explicit content.

Why does it always have to end this way. Kinda of like the x-files, leaving no clue or answer. Guess I juz have to wait till next year march for lost season 2. I suppose the more I watch it, the more I find that it relates the part of my life. Life is like a roller coaster, it brings you up and down.

In a couple hours, I will be a happy man. Last paper. All these while.

Anyway my sister is back, which means end of world peace. She has been on the telephone daily arguing with M1 over handphone bill charges. Apparantly she got robbed in France and her whole hand bag got stolen so everything is messy. Expensive lesson for her.

I am suppose to feel excited about the end of exams but ah beats me.

By all accounts I enjoyed the game today. The passing groove was back and there were no senseless long balls. Oh ya I have to mention, one reason is largely due to the absence of mr ping guo aka long ball specialist.

So I read the papers and what do I see. Pianist who escaped NS returns and pays only a meagre 5000 bucks fine. Cool thats what I shall do to my son. C'mon that is pure horse shit. Bollocks. Escape two years and pay a fine? People who serve NS and awol get a whole lot worst. Now 5000bucks for that is peanuts.

On the other hand, this whole thing could be a scam. They could be trying to lure others who escaped last time to make their way back. And when they do, 'gotcha'.

Thanks Keano for the meomries. I shall always remember you for that header against juventus and the taunt at viera. Through good and bad times, you have shown what a great leader is all about and embodied a fighting spirit each time you put on that red and white jersey. So it seems Manchester Untied have opted to rebuild a new squad. Good luck to them. Just remember, Rome wasn't built in a day.

So for the past three nights, I sort of joined the ranks of a counch potato, watching tv all night long, drinking heineken. Speaking of which, there is no more beer in my house thanks to me. Hope my dad doesn't get too mad. But hey not to worry, my sister is coming back from france with instructions to get more beer from dfs.

I seem to be able to jog longer nowadays. Could it be due to beer? Or is this all but just a dream.

Why is it that channel 5 keeps repeating batman and robin over and over again. Its not as if it was the best out of the whole series, c'mon it was the worst ever batman film in the franchise. They are showing it again barely three months ago.

Life is great. Don't you think so. Why is the sky blue.

After a month long absence, I finally played soccer again. What better way to start again by playing against the ah beng team that wanted to wallop ben chen up last time. This time around, many of the ah bengs were missing, I presume squatting in prison cells. Apple tried to 'gei kiang' in the second half. Inside our own penalty box, despite being pressured by three people, he refused to pass it to me or wu, instead tried to dribble himself. Of course he didn't make it. But rather than chased back the ball, he simply walked and gave up. You son of a bitch. Staff seageant so what?

Enough said. Exams are more or less over. I finally have time to read the time traveller's wife book. Accompanied by cafe nova in my other hand, what more can I ask of life.

Orchard road is not a shopper's paradise. It is a DSL(Donation, survey and Leaflet) paradise. You can barely walk for more than 20metres without being stopped by someone with the above few purpose in mind. Somerset MRT is a haven for people asking for donations while heeren is a ideal spot for surveys. Well I can't help but snigger at a singaporean today who was stopped by a gal. Gal to chinese guy "sir are you a singaporean?" Guy to gal "No I am a African, can't you see I am black". I think I should start brainstorming a few punchlines myslf.

Manchester United's victory over chelsea on sunday taught me a valuable lesson that I will probably never learn elsewhere. When your heart, mind, body and soul are as one, nothing in the world can stand your way. The way Man Utd played was supendous, without fear in their eyes, instilling a "come get us" attitude. They worked their socks off and throughly deserved their win. If only I could study as hard as the way Man Utd played, I will definitely get the results.

But sometimes hardworking people don't get what they deserve. I shall call this the "goal theorem". Some people can dribble the ball, weave magic, create chances, display fancy footwork yet just don't score. Sure they get recognition, but they don't win the game. Whereas some people, slack around, don't do much work, wait for luck to fall from the sky but yet at the crucial moment just stick out their foot and score the goal from someone else hardwork. A perfect example would be Kenny Low or Van Nistelrooy. Just for laughs.

Thats what I love about Manchester United, through good times and bad, they never fail to deliver the goods. They just have that knack of beating the odds. When the odds are heavily stacked against them and everything seems lost and hopeless, they produce a miracle. It just gives me the belief that life is worth fighting for and that everyday is another new day. Well done lads!

There is no shortcut to success in life

Depeche Mode
Its no good

I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run but you cannot hide
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good
I'll be fine
I'll be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realize
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can't turn back the tide
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good
I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good

I cheong last night ah,
I cheong the night before,
now i cheong like I never cheong before ah,
and as i cheong ah,
unhappy as can be...,
together.....,
forever......,
sibei du lan....

Naughty Naughty

Go checkout www.punchaceleb.com It is a lame website but after being so stressed about the exams, the whole thing became a good way of venting some frustration. My favourite was simon cowell and of course wacko jacko.

My father is worried for me because he caught me adding vodka to marigold peel fresh orange juice and aloe vera apple juice. But anyway the taste isn't so bad. I am getting more paranoid as the dayz go by. I even dreamt of my sunday soccer team last night. Can't wait for the exams to be over. When it is over, I shall visit clarke quay every week, watch movies,borrow LOST and take my time viewing it. Shall finish up reading a couple of books. One point to note, I shall stop reading Paulo Coelho books. I used to like the stories because they were philosophical and enlightening, but I figured that part of my depressional mental state is attributed to the stories having mostly sad endings.

Wish me luck for the exams. When it is over, I promise I shall regroup the Attar Prata, Brewertz annd chomp chomp gang.