666th post

I guess this is it. The 666th post of this blog. And we all know what that means. This blog shall officially be dead after today.

I suppose it has been an eventful diary of mine, keeping me company through the dark times. I bitched, I ranted, I Kao Bei Kao Bu, some delibrately, some exagerrated, told some lies, played mind games, did some philosophy, emoed. Having said that, I have already set up a new blog to mark a new beginning in my life at www.prodigal-x.blogspot.com

To frenz: Hope ya all enjoyed this blog, do support the new one.

To lurkers: U pple are the unsung heroes, do continue to support and lurk at the new one.

That was then, now is now.

I am impressed that she can swim so fast.

I don't even know how to start.

You asked about my conscience. I offer you my soul.

And so as the train approached Serangoon, I said goodbye.

For the last time.

They made me an offer. But I refused.

When the going gets tough, the tough goes buying 4D.

有钱不是万能，但没钱却万万不能！

Last week started out with hope and optimism yet ended in despair.

I hope tomorrow will be the start of a better week.

No matter how sad and depressing life gets, I promise to stay happy on fridays and saturdays.

I suppose,

the temptation is always there,

and when the urge comes,

when one feels the need,

it is hard to resist,

and subsequently,

I lost control of myself,

and so,

inevitably,

I ate the slice of bak kwa....

So as usual, I enjoyed CNY, collecting ang pows, eating reunion dinner, relative and frenz visiting, gambling and esp bak kwa. Knowing that the coming year will be a tough one, I was determined to enjoy myself to the max, so I put aside all worries and had fun.

It is still hard for me to accept that I will turn 25 this year. I foresee myself experiencing a quarter life crisis. Events in the recent weeks have led me to reflect even harder. I am digging holes which I myself don't even know will lead to where. There are days when I wake up and look myself in the mirror and wonder if it is the same person I see every other day. Whenever I walk out the door, I put on a front to face people. But once returned home, I guess its back to the rabbit hole.

Its getting harder everyday.