God

I know what i am about to write is gonna anger a lot of religion but i still gotta make my stand. I do not wish to tarnish the name of god becoz i think his gd name is being ruined by many religion. Religion gives god a bad name. I hate to spoil the fun but i think god does't exist. his name god was probablly created to apease some kids who kept on pestering their parents in the early ages. They muz have pestered their dads with questions like 'hey dad where do we come from', 'how do we come about', why are there plants, sun, water and rain.' Some dads muz have been so frustrated with their kids that after a daddys' conference they decided to tell their kids that something by the name of god created this and blah blah u get the idea. Upon hearing it their kids go oh so thats how it goes. The pestering stopped and the story gets passed on from generations till today. Some questions still puzzle me. I hear from many catholics that god is gonna destroy the world becoz todays' world is filled with some much evil that he is gonna destroy us. I would like to ask God this. If he is God and has all the powers in the world, how is that he could not forsee the day where he is gonna destroyed the world. If he knew it, y bother creating a world in the first place if he was gonna destroy it in the end. The only explanation i can think of is that he was bored stiff playing by himself alone that he created puppets like us to entertain him. The world is a circus. He filled us with anger an hate so that he could see us killing each other. Now that is entertaining shit isn't it. Think Hollywood Blockbusters. Furthermore till today, i cannot simply get over the fact that God existed juz like that. i would like to know if he has a birthday like all of us. I mean in time perspective, we come into the world at a certain date which is known as our birthdate. How bout God? How can he just exist like that. Does he exist before time itself. How does he explain time. At which point in time did he come about. Was he lonely? Did he have a brother or sister or father or mother who died and did not reveal to us. Maybe he had a troubled childhood. Maybe he was the weakest person in his planet that he ran away from it and come into our world where he would be king.