Friday, April 29, 2005

Heaven

I listened to my zen micro player in the morning and listened to an 80's song 'Heaven is a place on Earth'. I wonder what life in heaven is like. it had better be good coz its like living in eternity. How big is it gonna be, like there will be so many people around. Will we be segragated by race and colour. Are there rules to follow? Do we still have to work and eat or do we just bum around and wait for God to tell u wat to do. Are there any holiday destinations or tourism monumetal attractions? Do we still have to study and aquire knowledge or do we just ask God for the answers(He invented this world he gonna know). Will there be houses or do we just fly around in the clouds. Wat language are we gonna speak? Latin? Will the Jews live in harmony with the arabs or Germans? Are we allowed to smoke? its not a sin right it only causes cancer but u're dead anyway... Can we play soccer in heaven? Can i watch my south africa springboks play against all blacks? Can i watch kurt cobain perform 'Live in Heaven" or Fat boy slim gigs. Will we get lost in Heaven? Its big after all. Will we find out the answers to mysteries unsolved on earth, say who killed marilyn monroe. Is there a heaven's version of grammy awards, oscar or world cup? Finally will we get sick of heaven. I mean like watching or reading ur fav book, movies or dramas over and over again, it gets boring after a while. Why is it that the bible doesn't explain these? Does any priest out there know the answer and can explain to me. Now i wonder how Moses or Adam and Eve are doing in heaven right now...... Have they play enough in heaven?

DEJA_VU_UV_AJED

I am a slave to my current job. I feel bored stiff all the time. When there are no customers around, i stare into the computer blindly day dreaming. I think about the future and the amazing world. I am amazing by magnets and the magnetic fields. Juz find them interesting. But my fav fantasy is deja vu. I have experienced it a couple of times since young and i find it intriguing. How was it that i could experience such things occuring exactly just like it was in my so called visions. I had a discussion with my friend before and we came up with crazy theories like certain time zones, dimensions and 3D planes aligning with one other thus u get a vision of the future and experience deja vu. I esp liked The matrix and the whole u take the blue pill u wake up tomorrow and continue ur normal life, but if u take the red pill u fall deeper into the rabbit hole and find things different....remember wat i am offering is just the truth. I like the whole shit of it. Its damn interesting. I think we should spend more efforts into studying philosophy. How we come around and that shit. If i had a choice, i would spend a lifetime trying to understand the Egyptian pyramids, Nazca lines, space, universe. I wonder if we are the only planet in the whole galaxy. I think somewhere in this bubble there lies another planet with creatures pondering the same question. Maybe when we all die, we can see them in heaven.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Bickering

It is fun to see different religion quarrel with each other. It is a matter of ego. Everybody wants to win. Everybody wants each other to know that their religion which they are practising is the CORRECT religion. It gives them an ego boost. They can walk with an air of Arrogence. Something like 'hey i chose and made the correct decisions unlike u losers so live with that'. I have heard catholics saying 'oh the moslems think that that is their holy land when in fact it is ours' and vice versa. Come on gentleman, stop these bickering and make up. There is no god. It is a conspiracy to control us humans. Imagine a world where people finally found out there is no such thing as a god or heaven and hell. It would be rampage. Think. Murderers and rapist would not feel remorsed for their sins. what do they have to lose? At the most they would just die burn to ash. There is no need to pay their dues in hell. Just imagine, in a desperate attepmt to control ur life, the higher powers pass a law stating that committing suicide is a crime and you would be punished by spending eternity in hell. Why do they want to control ur life? Becoz u are a valuable asset to the government. u are used by the government to achieve what they want at the expenses of ur time and interest. The ultimate aim of religion is to control ur mind. Everyone around u is a puppet. Everyone is being controlled. Be it what they eat, drink or way to have sex. Just like an iron fist rule, the best way to control people is through fear. Therefore the ten commandments. My friend, breaking these rules will get u to hell. If u do not pray or believe in god, u are going down baby. Thus, i believe that majority of people who believe in their religion do so not becoz they totally believe in the system but more of becoz they fear the system and do not wish to be punished by this system. Fear rulez my friend. Think. Traffic laws. Do u realli believe that speeding can controlled by people nicely telling u the dangers of speeding? Answer is no my bro. it is controlled by instilling fear in u, charging u in court for speeding, slapping fines and demerit points. Fear my friend, has been the government and religion's greatest tool in controlling mindset. And trust me, it has worked fairly. Try going agaisnt the system, they will BRING YOU DOWN. Fear fear itself.

God

I know what i am about to write is gonna anger a lot of religion but i still gotta make my stand. I do not wish to tarnish the name of god becoz i think his gd name is being ruined by many religion. Religion gives god a bad name. I hate to spoil the fun but i think god does't exist. his name god was probablly created to apease some kids who kept on pestering their parents in the early ages. They muz have pestered their dads with questions like 'hey dad where do we come from', 'how do we come about', why are there plants, sun, water and rain.' Some dads muz have been so frustrated with their kids that after a daddys' conference they decided to tell their kids that something by the name of god created this and blah blah u get the idea. Upon hearing it their kids go oh so thats how it goes. The pestering stopped and the story gets passed on from generations till today. Some questions still puzzle me. I hear from many catholics that god is gonna destroy the world becoz todays' world is filled with some much evil that he is gonna destroy us. I would like to ask God this. If he is God and has all the powers in the world, how is that he could not forsee the day where he is gonna destroyed the world. If he knew it, y bother creating a world in the first place if he was gonna destroy it in the end. The only explanation i can think of is that he was bored stiff playing by himself alone that he created puppets like us to entertain him. The world is a circus. He filled us with anger an hate so that he could see us killing each other. Now that is entertaining shit isn't it. Think Hollywood Blockbusters. Furthermore till today, i cannot simply get over the fact that God existed juz like that. i would like to know if he has a birthday like all of us. I mean in time perspective, we come into the world at a certain date which is known as our birthdate. How bout God? How can he just exist like that. Does he exist before time itself. How does he explain time. At which point in time did he come about. Was he lonely? Did he have a brother or sister or father or mother who died and did not reveal to us. Maybe he had a troubled childhood. Maybe he was the weakest person in his planet that he ran away from it and come into our world where he would be king.

ADAM

There are many questions left unanswered in this world which nobdy gives a damn. I feel that we are all brainwashed by the higher powers who control us by telling us humans lies these few centuries. There is no god or adam and eve. IT is all plain BULLSHIT and a scam to control us tru fear. It goes like oh gentleman if u people do not believe in god and the bible, u r all gonna die and burn in hell for eternity. And nitwits like us believe in these crap fearing the worst. "oh no i dun wanna go to hell'. Thus we decide not to take the risk. I mean think about it, where was ur god where u needed him. Did god lift a finger to help the tsunami victims. Answer nah he watched them slowly die by pressing the kill'em all button on his computer in heaven. Whenever i asked people 'hey y did god not help them' or 'y is god allowing such pain being inflicted on this person'. Their answer, It is to test their faith. Oh come on put urself in their shoes, would u like to be put to the test and die painfully. It is simple to say test of faith coz u r not the idiot being tortured. It is simple for religious people in developed countries to say that everything worth in their country is thanks to god showering blessings all them. But put urself in developing countries like Philippines, South Africa or Brazil, nations full of catholics, praying for donkey yrs for better prospects. In the end, their country is still poor. Conclusion, there is no god. We are the ones who control our destiny. Look at the united states, havingi played this game very well by controlling and manipulating other countries for their own benefit.